Saturday, January 02, 2010

Friendship vs Love

Hey Champ.. how are you? I recently read this somewhere and would like to share it with you:

Friendship is a quiet walk in the park with the one you trust
Love is when you feel like you are the only two around
Friendship is when they gaze into your eyes and you know they care
Love is when they gaze into your eyes and it warms your heart
Friendship is being close even when you are far apart
Love is when you can still feel their hand on your heart when they are not near
Friendship is hoping that they experience the very best
Love is when you bring them the very best
Friendship occupies your mind
Love occupies your soul
Friendship is knowing that you will always try to be there when in need
Love is when you will give up everything to be at their side
Friendship is a warm smile in the winter
Love
is a warming touch that sends a pulse through your heart

Love is a beautiful smile to which nothing compares
A tender laugh, which opens your heart
A single touch that melts away your fears
A smell that reminds you of the tenderness of heaven
A voice that reminds you of the innocence of youth

Friendship can survive without love
Love cannot live without friendship

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Happiness

Hey Champ...
I betcha life has been treating u well.. Coz I found out that lately I'm living a life that makes me feel whole and content.

I finally found a true friendship, a kind that I've never had before. I've never imagine that I would be able to have that kind of relationship (re: friendship). What people say that a good friend is hard to find is completely, really-really true. Now that I've found it, I will nurture it as much as I could; with my whole heart, giving my loyalty to the friend who is loyal to me, accepting me the way I am, who are also a good influencer; helping me to become a better person, enriching me and patronizing me to stay in the right path. God, I thank you for this blessing You've provided me.

Other thing that also help me feel content is the job that I'm having at the moment. Although I'm still figuring out many things, I can at least try to enjoy my work, especially when my Boz and Supervisors provided me a supportive environment to perform as best as I could. Being rewarded with trust and respect within only a short period of working time for them is really surprising. I'm happy for the great treatment, though on the other hand I see it as a burden since I should not disappoint them or misuse the privileges for my personal interests. The temptation is huuugggeee, but thank God I can still manage to fight it.

Last but not least is my family and a place that I can call a home. Without them, I believe I can't be where I am right now. Thank you mom, thank you dad for the lessons and the way you've raised me. Although I'm still naughty and disobedient, I always keep your advice in my mind and heart and always try my best not to disappoint you guys. Believe me when I say this, I love you both although it's hard for me to show/say it out loud due to some barriers established between us. Yeah, I do love you guys.

In d end, I can say that Happiness is a state of emotion someone earns through hard works and by making lots of efforts which in the end could boost up the motivation to live a life. Without it, one would be miserable and confused.

As for now, my one quest that I gotta conquer is to find the Love of my life. I believe when the right time comes, that person will show up. And I do hope by that time I'm gonna be ready to embrace it. I'm tired of hoping and expecting too much. I'm sick of uncertainties, and playing games is not my thing. As for now, I can settle being by my own... I will be waiting for my REAL bright, shining ★ that is meant for me...

Take care Champ, I will talk to you soon enough you won't notice that I'm gone...

I know you love me,

Xoxo,

Cho


"Take a chance & take a risk in everything you do. It may not be as unstable as you thought. Take a step back and admire what you've done because in the end, it might be worth it. And if it's not, you learned a lesson in life and you will have grown wiser. So live your life without regrets, take chances and risks, and see how far you can fly"

Thursday, October 08, 2009

Rindu Ini...

Kuterjaga dari lelapku
Rasa ini tak terbendung
Tak terkira, tak terperi

Semesta,
Kabulkan mimpiku
Untuk sejenak miliki dirinya

Dalam dekapku
Dalam hangatku
Dalam pelukku
Memadu kasih bersama

Walau hanya sejenak...

Sunday, October 04, 2009

Out of Place

Can't enjoy
Can't have fun
Can't be happy
I'm so out of place

One place I have in mind
One place I can think about
One place I want to be
With you, my shining ★

Can't help my feeling
Can't expect anything
Can't hope too much
One moment is all I ask for

My bright, shining ★
Hear me
Hear my voice
Hear my thoughts
Hear my wish

This torture, this desire
Relieve me, Free me
Stop the spell, make me sober
Stop me from loving you
And make me happy again

Monday, September 28, 2009

Under The Spell

Can't believe this is happening
Again, again and again...

I know it won't happen
I understand it won't work
Yet I'm still hoping
Still wanting, still believing
That I could be a good friend,
At least.

Where ever I go, whatever I do
I can't shift my mind away
Day or night
Sober or asleep
I'm actually drunk
Perhaps being charmed
With the unspoken words

I'm under the spell
The love spell, or...
The infatuation spell...?