Intermezzo...

I never actually share my problems, especially family problems to anyone I don't know well enough... but since this is m y blog, I think i can do whatever I want..

To make the story short, last night something extraordinary happened. I got a fight with parents and I almost left the house by the order of my mother. When I was really going to leave, they force me to stay by turning the situation upside-down, making me feels that I was the one who made the mistake... Sigh... Then I didn't have any choice than stay at the house... God knows how bad I wanted to leave...

Now I can't describe how I feel. I think I already lost my heart and feelings. I don't know... Am I being a robot right now? Pretending to anyone that nothing happened and life goes on like normal? Or am I just being professional? I don't think those are important thoughts. Haha... What important now is what am I gonna do to my life and what is the best solution for my problems at home...

O Help me God...