I just had my last final exam. Practically, today is my last day of the semester on campus, which means my inter-term break has been officially started from now on until September 2008.
When I left campus an hour ago, there was this funny feeling of longing and loss came altogether while I was riding my bike home. Perhaps the fact that I'm not gonna see campus, its people and environment for the next two months was the effect. Then, I realized that my final moment is coming. I'll be graduated after next semester and I will start a new after-campus-phase-kind-of life.
That means no chit-chat in class while lecture on progress, no crazy games beyond imagination with classmates, no skipping classes or stealing early breaks, no walking around campus selling sandwiches, no event organizing through club activities, no last minute studies before exams, no last minute analysis and research on projects, no more lying-to-parents-about-staying-over-at friend's-to-do-a-project while actually having-a-responsible-fun-with-them-in-a-hotel-room,
no more flirting with juniors, and the most important: no more chance to change behavior in order to be a "straight A" stud.
Sigh... To top it off, the "Everyday I Love You" song came to my ear (It has been my habit to listen to my ipod nano while riding a bike since I hate the busy sound of streets). That song provide a more inevitable mellow effect on me. Not to mention that I just recently talked to someone important in my heart before I went home. "Hey there, too bad timing did not support us. Perhaps, when timing is right, I'll be there again for you. Just keep in mind that Everyday I Love You..."
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