Contentment; A Peaceful, Soothing sense to my Heart

"So suddenly, so strange
Life wakes you up, things change
I've done my best, I've served my call
I thought I had it all

So suddenly, so strong
My prejudice was gone
You needed me, I found my place
I'm different now, these days..."

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These past few days I've been containing myself with mood and emotions. I got too carried away with my hopes and desire that I became someone I didn't recognize myself... Doing things I don't normally do, Acting weird looking melodramatic all over, Forgetting how to behave, Losing my senses to interact and Pushing things out of the force...

I suddenly realized all these after some funny, weird feeling I experienced. Perhaps it is true when people says that emotions can drive you upside down. Now I want everything to happen naturally without me preparing any effort to push things according to my wants. I just want to let it be and let it flow smoothly as the breeze carries waves to the shores. I want everything to be natural, according to God's will. Yeah.... No longer I live in my imagination nor my wishful thinking...

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"...You trusted me to grow
I gave my heart to show
There's nothing else I cherish more
I stand by you for sure

Now the greatest reward
Is the love that I can give
I'm here for you now
For as long as I live
You made me who I am

So suddenly, it's clear to me
Things change
Our future lies in here and now
We made it through somehow..."


(lyrics: The Greatest Reward by Celine Dion)