My Buddy needs some attention. Its lamp signs are not working properly, its auto starter does not work anymore, its oil needs to be changed, its back tire has worn out, its brakes has also worn out. I realize I've been neglecting to maintain the performance of my loyal bike. Previously I always bring him to a regular service every 1000 km. Lately, I've been postponing my visit to the auto center. I believe this next visit will cost me a lot due to the summed problems.
Just like my buddy, I've been neglecting to maintain my body for some months already, ever since my return to the city. I don't care anymore to limit my food intake, I don't pay a visit to clean my face and pamper my sore body anymore, I don't exercise anymore: no jogging, no push-up, no back-up, no sit-up, no skipping and no more gym for me at the moment. When I'm in no rush, I wake up when the sun is high in the sky; which makes me sleep very late at night although I don't do anything meaningful: browsing the net, racing my fluff on facebook, view friend's fb profile, reading articles, watching American tv series on DVDs, texting, listening to ipod before closing my eyes on bed.
I think I let my soul develops some stress since I have no meaningful activities. I stopped my choir activities, I discontinued my sandwich production, I don't involve on any committee or organizations. In one word, I stop being productive. All I do is eating, sleeping, watching dvds and listen to music.
What about my study? I always maintain to come to class on time and perform my duties on exam and assignments by preparing 'em at the very last minute. Thank God I can still maintain my GPA performance, although I'm sure it could be a lot better.
Sigh... motivation, where art thou?
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